There's this secret I've been holding on to for far too long It makes my heart heavy like a bridge with a ton of cars. My heart is in a cage surrounded by bars as my heart gnawed trying to break free Sometimes I found myself filled with dismay at all the chances I had to speak but I didn't have the courage to say because I was weak. I've been in love with you for 4 years and I hope that you feel the same way. But it's a little to late now to know because you're resting in peace... Since you've been gone I've learned to tell people how I truly feel and to not wait so **** long..