Most people hold on to something burning them for that last bit of warmth. I learned all too well how to let go, and if you scorch me, I will drop you.
Most people spend time daydreaming, I have never dared idle away time like that, because thinking of what will make me happier than anything hurts so badly I have forgotten how to truly want anything- I dare not remember.
Most people are not me, and most people will probably not trick you into caring for them, until when you inevitably hurt me, or I do it for you, it will pain you, electricity crackling down whatever it is ties us together, burning as I will not let anyone do to me.
February 27, 2014 edited and expanded March 12, 2014