I think it's so ******* funny when I try my hardest to keep someone in my life and they completely ******* off. I sit there and fight for you and I think about us constantly. I think about the fact that I actually said I love you to you. Then I think about how dumb I was. You told me you cared and obviously you didn't. I've always hated acting like I was fine when I wasn't but I did it for you because I honestly thought I loved you. You made me feel so much better about myself then you basically ripped my heart out. Like no, I would have liked it a lot better if we just stayed friends the first time and you didn't let me keep falling for you. I've given up so many friendships and relationships because I thought you were my forever. You SAID you were my forever but guess what! I was nothing to you. You never cared. You've hurt me to the point of no return. I hate everything you are and everything you were. Your love was fake, your fake. Your nothing to me.. And you will never be.. My forever..
Just a little ramble.. He broke me down worse than anyone. This my friends is why I think love is fake and that it's just another word.