venturing out, early morning - closer to pre-noon - for smokes and beer. seeing the gathered rain in ditches, watching how it flows by how the mud ebbs. standing at side of road waiting to cross as a layer of water develops on jacket. gas station, gave the woman a ten. she returned a ten and three saying it was a twenty given; corrected her, felt like a ****. left the ten on counter and exited. standing, waiting to cross again, cop, cop. they continued on. ( funny, the things noticed after a long night ) crossed the road and walking in a self-conscious manner, cop. sharp right through apartment complex onto washed-out back alley. an old stomping ground. came up sixty five cents short for beer, and owner smiled, 'We'll scrape it out of the vacuum.' not sure if he understood the magnitude of my appreciation.