I think of call but know its better to stay away Focused on work and ways to get my bills paid Meet new hard to replace you with someone new Only if you knew what I went through to overcome you when I didn't want to do so Now I'm keeping busy working so much sometimes I get dizzy Lots of new but your no where to be found Always will to share with others doing things because I can not because I have to Hoping to move up find opportunity to take me somewhere better I'm clearing my mind doing what needs to be done I don't drink so I seen as no fun Sleep deprived still on the go others will never know