Darkness has incapacitated my world
The nightmares come to life with their every word.

The moon strongly glistens to keep the sorrow-filled tears in place,
But my soul is crushed with every turn and glance and stare and gaze.

With every look, the envy is sharp poison,
I’m so confused- what are these mixed emotions?

I wish for the common comfort of the warm light which I seek,
Shall the sun rise once again & melt this lonesome dark so bleak?

My heart aches with each moment apart from you,
I go insane each night—if only you knew.

I pray and yearn so ardently that you, too, feel the same way,
I best believe you know in my heart it’s you.

For who else is it that I miss; who else can melt this darkness?
You and you alone; the only reason for this emptiness.

I still love you so much despite all that’s been.
I still want you despite what all this may seem.

And still I await for the joyous moment that we will be,
‘till then, I’m here, loving you as much as the heart allows me.