I'm happy for you but I'm sad for me We don't see eye to eye Thats why you're always the first to leave Thoughts of suicide I no longer feel alive I'm frozen over with your absence I need to find my own warmth The memories of the times we spent together doused in gasoline I try lighting it but the sparks aren't enough My hearts like a freezer and my soul is locked inside Screaming out in pain from the burns of the frost Slowly spreading within my chest She'll bury a seed deep in your heart and when it grows you won't even know what to do with the new life thats waiting to be exposed You want to **** it but it's so beautiful