she went looking for suicide on the town's local bridge. she found a boy instead. he wasn't like her but he was looking for the same thing. they never found suicide, but instead solace in each other. - she went looking for love at her first date with the boy. she found his other girlfriend instead. she wasn't like her but she was looking for the same thing. neither of them found love, but instead rage towards the boy. - she went looking for suicide again. and this time, she found it.