Everything that I feel today Hides somewhere in my past I try but it just won't go away I can feel breaking of my heart
There's so much Inside But I've got nothing to say Every whisper that I hide Makes me not want to stay
What of these cold desires When my dreams are no-more Sometimes I can't feel the fire Maybe I can't get hurt anymore
Of all those morning blues That clings to me ever-more Every night I dream of you Now every memory is cold
I feel like I don't belong In this world I was born I watch it pass me by And I am left so alone There's no hand to hold As I walk to the edge of it all There's a noose around my neck I hope it breaks my fall
Everything that I know Is the unknown to my eyes As I wander along and away I build a home in my lies
I tried to hold on But the chains scared my hand In silence I was gone And nobody could ever understand
Every promise is broken As I tear a hole in my skin Every door now is open But I'm still trapped within
In my own induced illusion I see what never was My life is now a confusion Never been this lost
What have I become Just an unfamiliar face In the mirror I seek someone But can't see through this haze There's nothing to hold now As I walk to the edge of it all My eyes are lost and blind But I can still see me fall