Tonight I really hate you. But I'll go on pretending I'm a happy girl in love. You won't know the difference, so what does it matter anyways. At least when I'm pretending I still have someone to talk to. If I abandoned my inhibitions and told you the truth I'd be all alone. Sad to say, but I'd rather have a false feeling of love, then no love at all. By the time you figure this out I'll be over it.