Must not,must not,will not,got not choice the inner voice persists, insists on having things its way and I have got no say in that.I am trapped in the flat monotone of a drone in my head and everything that's said I have to listen to. My ears are turning blue with suggestions based on baser instincts,I think the whole thing stinks but there's nothing I can do. The passing years has not mellowed it,it still gives me a lot of **** but if I sit and hold my head between my hands and pray it doesn't have a lot to say but I can't stay like that all day. I have no choice but to move and listen to the voice.