I quick drinking for a friend others give me **** I use to lust around now others take pride in it Just seeing who I use to be ***** Trust me I love achol and meaningless *** But all you do is drink for empowerment *** is fun but meaningless Ive been trying to get to know a person but its easier to have *** Ive been rejected another reason to drink but im better than that Ive seen my mistake others are about to repeat ive warned them but they chose to live and learn. Lots of people **** me off friends get mad at me over a girl that was never theirs Telling me not to do what I like I dont care for drugs my brother was killed over them my parent were drug addicts I want normal but things seem more ******