It stalks a poor vessel, weighing them down like bags of wet sand that slowly makes the victim sink into an ocean of despair, a sea of unworthy thoughts they play symphonies of music in their minds taunting them with every single "Clash," or "Bang," of a cymbal. my heart skips a beat when I hear someone cry in antipathy for themselves, its only a matter of days before the rapid currents will take you under, waves crashing with caps so white they resemble cumulus clouds on a warm summers day the only thing wrong with that is that some people never see these kinds of days sitting in a trans looking at the world in all black and white with no in between Doctors and psychiatrist drowning you in pills and you can't get away because the day you see happiness is the day you lose a life, You're own life.