I surround myself with those who shine so much more brightly than I ever will and then somehow expect people to see my faint twinkle A dying candle next to a bonfire, only appearing bright when they are dim, only fully daring to breathe when there is no greater claim to the oxygen than mine, only ever appearing strong when there are none to be stronger and demonstrate through example how weak I truly am.
(And though I would love to shine brightest, I have been caught up in heady pyromania)