Because who in their right mind would ever want to be an open book, a worthless shell, a tag-along? Who would ever want to be weaker than they seem, not as good as they appear, so more utterly unnecessary than their friends seem to think? Why would anyone ever want to battle demons long dead, cry into the night, jump at every stranger that gets angry, have skin that aches to be destroyed? Why would anyone ever want to be me?
And why would you think my sticking around is something to be worthy of?