I don't want the pain,
of saying your name,
Anymore.
When you come knocking on my door,
How can I implore
You?
I can't listen to music,
Every drug,
I use it.
Every night,
I ***** it.
I drink
I smoke
I cut
I joke
I sleep,
I've woke.
Don't dream.
Please.
Wake up,
Scream.
You're in my eyes
You're in my mind
I can never seem to find
The numbness,
I rub it.
My chest,
The pain.
My heart
is slain.
I'm just a plain jane,
And you're everything.
I've wanted.
I spotted,
You
From across the room.
It's you.
It's always been you,
And I don't know what to do.