Inherent disregard to my own scars drain this chalice of my inebriated blood akin to the taste of cyanide, cascading down your tongue a sacrilegious demon may not be evil my church is but of rotting wood and bone my fragile prayers are not enough to hear no, not enough to hear such a far away thought reverberating in my head the battle rages never ending echo, forever, la douleur exquise
Inspired by la douleur exquise a term that defines one who craves the affection of one who is unattainable. This is how I feel or would feel in said situation. I can't say if it's me. Thanks Lee.