The hardest thing to do I've discovered Is try and cover up A sad face An exhausted face For the past 5 or so months I've been walking aimlessly Carrying around a heavy weight That has emotionally ruined me I'm out of whack I'll never be the same Parents and friends They've noticed a difference And not a small one I've grown more disrespectful And less patient As if I wasn't a hermit before Now all one can find me doing Is sleeping In my bedroom I try and tell those close to me That I'm fine Nothing is wrong I'm just tired Only one of those is true I'm tired And I'm sick Of feeling like this