Here I am..
Trying hard to sleep
Here I am..
Dreaming about fixing it

I also..
Tired of making up everything
Nauseous with your words
Feel this **** is boring

But look..
Have you tried as hard as I'v done?
Have you felt the pain that you've shot?
Have you heard the fearness in my mind?

I also..
Enough with you many times
Give it up and let it flows
Try to underatand your problems

But look..
I've been begging in every ****
I've been forcing my self in to ****
I've been looking many ways to fix ****

Now..
Do you give up?
And..
Are you that weak?