At least let me be the girl who doodles on her arm because she's scared to get a real tattoo, and the girl whose freckles bloom like little daisies on her cheeks to match her middle name, the girl who leans out the window of the car, to feel the wind kiss her face, her soul, and the girl who sneaks out early to write poetry in a French town, who wears silver rings, not gold, and sometimes laughs too much, or too little, because, this is also the girl who breaks her own heart too often because she believes that it's better to regret what you've said than what you haven't, let me be her, because, without her, I only exist.