Almost a year since the presence was known, gave me time to roam, she was busy gardening an idea that couldn't be grown. Times change. The mind got rearranged. If I stepped in untimely then I'll burn too quick in the fame. My past is in the past and she's not one to be passed. But I'm not sitting in crosshairs because I've already got my own aim. I can't start something that has no substance, or at least a hint of, But a constant trajectory to the revolving door is what I could easily get sick of. I have my own value, sad & true. If there's no space to place it then I guess I'm just passing through. For now, I'm giving it time to see what the ride might brew. I'm all in. Take every inch, every thought, every sin. I don't trust a soul because there tends to be bite behind every grin. If you want all of me there's a simple recipe: Be true to yourself and then I'll bring the mess of me. Restlessly. I can sense the powerful energy. Life is what you make it. I've grown with every ache and confronted anything I've been faced with. When you concoct your potion hope it's not poison it's laced with. If you mean every word, bird, we'll paint the sky with our symphonies. Make rainbows jealous with our palette of memories, Sitting tight, sipping fine wine as you bring out the best of me, Turn the atmosphere on it's head while we chill in our new heavenly mezzanine.