When I was young I didn't care just wanted my way
Now I'm older I barely have qny say
I use to lust now I'm learning to trust
Its too much pressure I can't handle
I fear commitment and hope to be better
Feels like I can't be me and nothing is right
Mind full of doubt and want out
Asked to be friends going without
It hurts but its not meant to be
Giving it to god he will provide
Id like to settle down but rebellious ways tell me no way