******* and your lovely ghost of love Haunting me just when I ******* learnt to let go I ******* ache for your presence That low **** thrum of your voice That devil may care loving in your eyes That ghostly touch of unwilling passion Burning through my defences The warmth of your war Invading my senses We were only ever meant for hurting Striking each other with painful blows I wish you never told me that senseless ******* word Wish you never meant it at all I wish you never tore me to shreds Wish you never made me whole Locked me up in your heart, And we never even kissed Will it ever ******* end? The thrill of you? I'm so ******* lost with out you My dearest lovely ****