We were young in those days,
Cheerful and alive,
So full of innocent ignorance,
Silly in our minds,
You grew older,
I stayed young,
Young at heart but not at mind,
And I still can't tell which way you went,
You changed often,
Your looks; your style,
But you never stopped shining,
Radiating your beauty,
We were older now,
Your mind in other places,
Focused on more important things,
Too occupied to fit me in,
I missed you,
I missed you very much,
I was angry because I wanted to be young with you again,
Oh how I missed you,
The last thing I remember is saying goodbye,
Your long blonde hair flowing out the door,
But how could I have known that it would really mean it;
Goodbye.
If I had known,
I would have said more,
Embraced you,
Smiled at you and touched you.
Now I look at you in your bed,
Golden hair never to grow,
Pretty face never to smile,
And delicate chest never to rise and fall,
And I realize that all this time,
Maybe, just maybe,
If I had tried hard enough to reach you,
We could have been young again.
This is a poem in memory of my cousin Chelsea Gerrish, who was killed by an act of road rage October 11, 2013. She was only 20, with a 2 year old son. She wasn't even part of the original road rage and didn't deserve to depart so soon. This is obviously my feelings toward her, and the regret I feel now that she's gone; all the things I wish I said and I wish I had done. R.I.P, Chelsea.