Welp….
Today 10/03/2025
You told me to let you go
I know I know, I asked you to
Not because I wanted to let go
But because I couldn’t do it
I couldn’t let you go. I still can’t
Even with the reality of this moment
But with all the words you said
I know that I have to
For you to be without me
For you to move on without me
Yeah it hurts like hell
My stomach has this weird feeling
I don’t know why I thought we could’ve moved passed it all
Don’t know why I thought the distance would bring us back
It’s not okay but it is because I prepared for this
I prepared for that verbiage
Clearly I didn’t prepare as efficiently as I thought
I love you
I loved you
And I always will.
Maybe in another lifetime.