I'm not what I appear to be I wear a mask so bright And in the depths where few can see A tangled web resides in me I'm not what I appear to be A painted smile a perfect soul Yet deep inside I'm torn and frayed A dreamer lost in the charade and Yes I'm not what I appear to be And you'll never know what I know While fears and doubts I must embrace My heart does sing and shout and I search for meaning in the Lord's light And now you see me now you don't I'm not what I appear to be So here I am paradox A puzzle wrapped in paradox And if you stop to look and see You might just find it's more than me.