Eating aches, starving aches. Still the cycle never breaks.
Sitting in my room, deciding what it should be. Eat or starve? Maybe the day I'm finally free?
Is it okay to eat? Or will it feed another binge before another day starving?
Craving food or craving skinny? Maybe both, Maybe none. Maybe craving being able to run away from thoughts always about food or the body I want to see when I'm ****.
For anyone caught in the cycle of bingeing and guilt: youβre not weak, and youβre not alone