How long will I have to go through this
How long will I have to wake up everyday
Dead
The only reason I'm still here
Is because
Somewhere in the deepest part of my heart
I have hope
So small
It's barely there
Just passing bye
But always there
Holding me together
So thin
Yet so strong  

I know why I want to die
Reasons so small
They make the ants on the ground
Look so tall
They're so small
No one can help me
So they wind themselves around my heart
Squeezing
Draining
Killing
Every ounce of hope that I have left
Making my life hell on earth
Everyday
Life is pain
But pain is life
I didn't choose to be here
A women
High off of ***
And a man
Willing to pay brought me here
I guess they didn't get the memo
That when you bring someone into this life
You're supposed to stay with them
But they didn't stay
So why should I
Why should I stay in a world
That tells me I'm worthless everyday
Its simple
*I don't