You've caused me pain and disappointment, time and again and in that moment, I want to hurt you and see you writhe, make you feel no one 's on your side Walk away when you reach out to me, Bare my teeth and make you bleed Show you my love inconsistently, let you feel how you treat me Ignore you when you try to engage, stomp my feet and not act my age Point my finger at you so I can blame, tell everyone so you'll feel ashamed Give you nothing but take all you have, tell you you're weak because you feel bad Destroy your trust and your will to live, take all I want and all that you give
This is life with a narcissist, manipulating, gaslighting, controlling you while you jump through hoops to please someone who is never going to be happy. They take everything from you in efforts to keep you down & are happy to do it.