I waited so patiently for years Could drown in all the sorrows and tears Used to flush out my poor heart But still I waited... Like a wife that sends her husband off to war because I knew you were fighting off demons Things that I could not see It's not like the darkness ever evaded me You never returned from that war I was left to fend off my darkness alone Shouldering life tragedies on my own But even then I waited... Even though some days There wasn't even any hope And yet I still waited... I waited though totally exhausted I began to chafe at all the waiting; Patiently, I sent out my light once again Like only a lighthouse does To help you find your way back Amongst all the turmoil and shadow All these things I then came to know Your love could be reawakened to grow and where I had waited so patiently You and that love did return to me and my patience was finally set free
This is an older poem that I had started many years ago and I reworked it to be more current. I don't think I ever shared this here I found it in my drafts and finally finished it.