sudden
quick
fast
thats how i want
my life to
end

like a story
the end of a story tale
'goodnight honey, its time for bed'
but to sleep forever
to never wake up
would be
wonderful

i never thought
i would ever feel like this
like i ever wanted to die
but i do and i want it to be over
soon

i know people will be sad
but they will cope
hopefully
and maybe they wont but they dont get it
i dont feel happy anymore
i feel tired
lonely
alone

and this is the end of my story book
the 3 months clean
down the drain just like that
but im tired of hating myself
and im tired of feeling like this
so maybe this will make me feel
all better
now