Nothing is that black and white
the differences in gray tones are endless
you can be sure of something this year and not at all the next
complicated emotions continue to follow me as I get older
each one bringing a new twist along with it when they show up
what is life without passion?
are our morals more important than our desires even though we have one life to live?
I don’t mean to be a bad person
or do bad things
I’m still 13
looking for that thing
trying to scratch that itch
find my happiness
and I’m 30
what is bad to you feels really good to me
bringing tiny sparks to give me a flicker of hope
to keep going in a world where Myself is burning out