they are disgusted by my blood yet they yearn to see me bleed they listen to my screams and watch as im torn by the seams i lie awake in bed thoughts slicing through my head less than more than i am no more than a silly naiive little girl trapped in this body on display to the world. a basket case lost in haze
im really tired of people not knowing whether to hurt me or pick me up. im drowning in a sea of emotions i dont really feel is any of this real