within my chest!
internal,
  eternal
  infernal
the blaze
  my head
is a daze
I see the pale rider with a b
  ag full of
  TERROR!
hopeless to defend I became
hypnotized by empty promises
  of eternity
so he embraced me with bonny arms
that led to his ****** fingers!
he savoured and kissed me
so so
  so very ****** passionately
yes!
death kissed me
  with  a ****** smile
it is PURE evil
  look in my
eyes and you'll see it's the truth!!
so, even as I die here so confused
I now know I was
born to be
abused
misused
so that he could
roam free and be amused
tethered my lifeline!
I laid defeated and the will to keep
filling
and emptying my lungs
had a flash of genius
and hung itself...
killing me with it
(thank you
so
so.  very.  so
much!)
but I am now wingless
  flightless
and without a war to at least have
died in dignity!  bas
tards!!!
my tired spirit now retires
in slumber a full epoch