I stay behind to pull you closer
Make you laugh or just smile
With my charms, I’ll play imposer
Hope you’ll make me stay a while

I’ll lend you my ear and everything else
Wish you don’t break my lonely spells
I swear I want to be just like you
But even my reflection just looks through

I’ll run after you when we fight
Wait for your texts in daylight and night
Shower you in compliments, pouring my heart
Money as well, for gifts with my card

But I mean everything I do!
And I care more than you would know
Hiding when I feel blue
But either way, my toxic traits show

I can’t fight them, they want me to fit in
As if being me was worse of a sin
Silent brooks splitter under the weight of the world
And maybe that’s my fate, cut off hair so curled

As curled as I wanna huddle up
But I brush it away
Suppress all my feelings, make them shut up
So there is a way
To like me just now
Alongside my toxic traits