We were sitting in the park I was six, my brother seven I love you, she told us Our once-a-monthly visit That she missed more then she made I'm working hard to get you back I'm trying to stay clean So you can come and live with me I never told her what I really felt So here are those words now I needed you to save me I needed you to want me But I guess the drugs were a stronger force Then the love you should have felt for your kids Now I live in hell And I swear its all your fault