I met my younger self for dinner today, Her pupils were large and dilated, She felt that she will never be sober again. I noticed that she carried something with her, It was substance just in case her high goes away. I ordered some Caesar salad, She couldn't think about food, Because she would purge. Then she spoke: "Are my scars visible" I couldn't reply, I didn't want to make her feel bad. And again she spoke: "Are we finally sober?" "Of course we are!" -I replied. If she only knew we have so much goals ahead of our life.