the hands on the clock stall at the center of it all, unmoving everything , stutters, slides, stammers around them silences bubble up in the swamps of entropy in these celestially celebrated serenades. I grind my heart into a paste for sealed mason jars to be opened when the nights flare up yearnings of yesteryears, to be comforted with the tastes that eluded my tongue, in all the years I left behind, in the bags I left unopened under the bed, Straight from the planes I pulled them from. These are back aches from staying still in the buses That carry me from one moment to another, place to place