I hate how you can get up Leave so easily Act as if it doesn't hurt you As if you feel nothing And me I am foolish here, Talking about you at 4 a.m. To someone who could never even grasp the things, The love that i feel for you and how could they, They have not kissed your lips Or felt your touch They have not heard the laughter that escapes And I canβt help but want to hate you, It would be so much easier to hate you But my heart, it calls for you no matter how much, How many times I try to move on, You are no longer here You shut me off Letting me know I was no longer welcomed in your heart but that I am implanted there in the seams of your heart And your thoughts they scare you, After all thatβs what you told me.