I am sorry for all the mistakes
Should’ve done all it takes
To stay with you, now I’m sipping on this Hennessy
The addictions have given me a new identity

Should’ve stopped ******* with the drugs
But it was difficult when all your friends are plugs
You were always telling me to get away from them
Remember trading a Peace-Tea for **** in chem
Always concerned why my eyes were red
Told you I was just up all night because I was in my head
I was telling the truth, but I was also high
If I quit the drugs, you would’ve been with me through July

We always argued and made up every two months
Only had one good month, we agreed on one thing for once
It was when we thought we needed space
Switched from your hugs to the addictions warm embrace
I made a mistake of doing drugs in the first place
Thought the drugs could take loves spot, they couldn’t replace
Instead, they brought in more and more addictions
I think I might need some help to stay sober, it’s just a prediction

Thinking I probably should’ve healed before I told you
That I liked you thinking I could start new
A past girl really ****** me up, ****** up my head
I should’ve stayed with my friends that night instead
She treated me like garbage and started my addictions
Tried not to put the juul up to my mouth, tried restrictions
She ****** me up before I met you, she was a mistake
Left my heart and mind in pain, they ache

Still have that lover boy in me, but now it’s overwhelmed
We don’t trust anybody when they show us affection, feels weird when being held
I was and still am an anxious soul that’ll get worried over anything
Tired of anxiety telling me what to do, tired of it ruining everything
Start to wonder what I do wrong in relationships, telling me it’s all my fault
Why can’t my mind shut the **** up, it’s abusing me and that’s assault
I get too attached to people and that’s what gets me hurt in the end
After our feelings are done, I got to act like I’m okay, I have to pretend

I am sorry for all the mistakes
Should’ve done all it takes
To stay with you, now I’m sipping on this Hennessy
The addictions have given me a new identity