To dream of about suicide is a wage to not wake up dead, a struggle to rise from the depths of despair. In the heart of a collapsing mansion, I find myself amidst a vast courtyard, pondering if this opulence will ever be mine. A magnificent tennis court lies before me, its fragile barrier barely containing the grotesque monsters lurking beyond. They cling to the fence, their claws poised to strike, yet I canβt help but grin, for these fiends are but reflections of my own tortured psyche.
Where shall I find solace in dreams, when each dream is just a false awakening loop; each threshold leads me further into a deeper threshold? On the sixth day of my futile escape, I realize my confinement is not of brick and mortar, but of the haunting messages buried within the restless slumber I can never fully embrace.