The sunset smeared itself across the sky, a crime scene of color— red bleeding into orange, violets bruising the edges. I stood there, guilty of wanting to call you, to say, "Do you see this too? Do you feel it? Or has the world stopped being beautiful for you since I became the ghost you refuse to name?"
For a moment, the colors burned so bright I almost forgot the sound of your silence— the way you folded your love into sharp corners, how you rewrote me as the villain in a story we never agreed to tell.
Almost.
But then the shadows stretched long, like they always do, and I remembered how you used to say the sky looked like an apology before it turned black. I laughed, because tonight it did— looked like you. A burst of brightness trying to outrun the dark, fading before it ever stood a chance.
I almost forgot you hate me. Almost forgave you for it, too. But sunsets only linger for a breath, and some things— like your name in my mouth— are harder to let go of than light.