how eerie it is to watch the unfathomable happen right before our eyes, burning through our privilege, destroying our make believe borders of protection. neatly trimmed bushes, newly painted streets yet there it is, the pandemonium of the violence, the fear scrolling through feeds to see lives taken by the tip of a fuel raged knife or by the impact of a charged bullet. what was once seen on our tv, now happening two blocks down how unraveling to see that our backyards are burning.