this was a song that lingers in caverns and caves, scented by sea rose and anemone, lost kingdoms where we dream of the sea.
this was a song like a whale shivering through the water, diving into the impossible dark, with its huge tail waving, flag-like and star-hungry, its skin the moon's lips, in a world with no moonlight, no brightening pools, and only echoes of a forgotten sun.
how deep do we dive, seals of ink and overtures of unanswerable dark? our eyes have been betrayed many times and the water buries us whole, takes us to the staccato rhythms of a ghostly tide, takes us back to a womb woman whose prayers lie like whispers on the water, who tells us to hush and we hear our mother's voice.
these are wild notes that press into the waves, and i am frightened of this song, it is dissonant and gathered from the rivers of night, her tombs overgrown with wild flowers and the bones of the sea, and she cries for the lost, for those that were taken from her, and she will cry for all eternity and her tears are like breath of ice.