My left hand bleeds crimson onto my paper, As my right hand writes the words. The brittle yellowed pages quake as they Turn into a battlefield of my sensations. Violent waves bury the rough, course sand in my heart Each crash pulling me closer To the tender abyss. Broken record in my brain “This will never end. This will never end” The waves will keep crashing The pages will remain yellow And I’ll be left Forever caught between the ink and the abyss.