I hate you
No, hate is too kind
Despise is a better
Taste on the tongue

The chances of ever
Having a normal life
Were stripped from me
My peace of mind

I can't be with a person
In a romantic way
Like every one else
It is not the same

I just want to love
And be loved
But paranoia sets in
And it usually wins

What you have done
Didn't just hurt me
My brothers and mother
My father doesn't have a father

He hurts the worst of all
His own dad
******* up his family
And now we are all off kilter

I have three sets of grandparents
Six elders that are suppose to care
One went to jail for his crimes on me
The other two live in Illinois

Three sets of aunts and uncles
One didn't believe his confessions
One barely talks to us
The other... where is she again?

Our family is torn apart
Because you couldn't keep it
In your pants
You *******