I'm sorry card is a wee bit late Beautiful items take time to create I'd like you knowing how special you are Best father in the world by far You've cared for me since my very first breath No doubt will until the day you meet death I do not always make it easy for you to be kind Reasons to love me you never fail to find Dropping me off desired destinations I lacked my own transportation You accept me the way that I am Helping when getting myself into a jam Still offering piggyback rides (if need be) Though I weigh more than I did at three You have my back whether wrong or right Still allow space to win my own fight I make messes again and again Advice taken from you now and then You and Mom raised to be proud and strong Integrity instilled so I can tell right from wrong I have zero clue what the future may hold Realized time more valuable than gold Although the one loved the most now is gone No other choice but drag our feet and carry on I continue waiting for colors to shine bright once more The world will never appear as vibrant as before I miss her laugh and how she smelled Since the day she passed away earth has felt more like hell I hear words she said always echoing in my head "You will regret treating me bad when I'm dead" The silence permeating house reminds me they were true Residence doesn't seem like home without BOTH of you She would not want us to be forever sad We must find a way to focus on the good moments had But for now darkness inhabits two souls Ingesting substances Never filling holes You have aged one more year How could we celebrate without mom here? I don't blame you making it just another day I feel exactly the same way Hopefully next year will be brave enough Sing happy birthday although it will be tough Her memory lives on for infinity in our hearts For her have to do our best to heal our broken parts So happy belated Hope card causes you to smile That the quality made the wait worthwhile I'm your favorite daughter You only have one Tethers that connect us will never come undone