It's easier to embrace smudged crimson And washed jet - they hurt with an E-string Staccato, a familiar and a constant. Come, let me don my madness once more And laugh in the face of well-known shards Like they love me. Take my filigree of words And tell me nothing, not even that it's beautiful - I cannot be answered, I, who would eat the night Whole, I, who break at the slightest tremor, And love it, too. Nothing was so true save falsehood, And no love was sweeter than its cold kiss Flung back in my young, still innocent, face. Did you ever think to ask? I thought you never would. I've accustomed to the silence now. I fill it with storms.