maybe it's just that I watched whiplash last weekend, but i'm prepared to work for all the **** I want but i want to be abused but i want to come out the other side but i want to take orders with the best but i want never to be laughed at again but i want to be wanted but i want to be revered but i want to be validated but i wanna annihilate but i wanna earn it but i want and i want and i want but i want the stage and the name but i want the glory and the fame but i want the sweat and the blood but i want the heat and the breath but i want to be remembered but i want to be great but i need to be great and maybe it's just that i watched whiplash last weekend, but i'm wiling to do anythinganythinganything for this to work out