In the 2nd grade a puppy love crush on the teacher steeped deep in me
to my delight her clear eyes recognized the promise of a chubby boy in all of his quaint simplicity
her gentle voice, friendly and firm, filled with caring instruction
the giddy class attuned to her fresh brunette bouffant, bunned and perfectly coiffed, speaking style and youthful whimsy, not a strand of hair out of place
her svelte figure flowed through classroom isles filling the space with scented graces of prescient carnations
that afternoon she was abruptly called from the class
when she returned our beautiful princess was sobbing
she concealed her face then turned her back on the class, crying in a corner to dismayed blushing blackboards
regaining composure she turned exposing her tear stained cheeks and dissheveled hair to an unsettled class
“the President hurt his back” she announced. “He’s in the hospital.”
Whoa… I thought, the President hurt his back. That's terrible I surmised.
our beloved teacher dismissed us and resumed her tearful grief
when I arrived home my mother was sitting on the bed weeping. “President Kennedy is dead” she blared.
my mother’s rumpled housecoat and tousled hair flattered her flowing tears and anguished sobs.
the tears of women marked the end of many puppy loves that day